I was born in a spring-like
winter
surrounded by flowers of every color
singing birds
and swimming pools
On Sundays we would go to the market
to buy corn dough and grapes
that I would later eat by the swing
with Rodrigo my best friend
The market smelt like coriander and yellow fruit
like Xempazuchitl flower on the day of the Dead
I grew up here
I walked to school
with my sister
and three dogs
the dogs would go back home
alone
I cried here over my first death
a traffic accident
in the old north highway
I was here when I heard
that my aunt had been shot
in the heart
The first time I made love was here
with my high-school sweetheart
we were quite lame
One day
we were stopped
by men carrying AK-47s
One day
the cops
opened my car
and stole my CDs
the neighbor saw
I found my brothers here
we used to attend The Kingdom
to hear a band called The Pauls
we were not afraid
I found my wife here
she was invited to a party
by a mutual friend
who was hitting on her
One day
we couldn’t get home
there were tanks in the street
That day
it got worse
We fight someone’s war
we are the hero
and the enemy
our decapitated bodies
wake up by the main roads
we are hanged
from the bridges
our gray veins are full
of blood
I remember the yellow flowers
the birds and the swimming pools
before
Do not be sad
You can keep
masturbating
with the powder of my bones
beyond the sea
on the other side of the wall
I am here
no more
the city is gone
gone